I'm not really sure what to write. There really isn't that much to say. I'm happy, life is going well for the first time in a long time. I found a man that treats me well for the first time in my whole life. I don't want to lose him. I hope I don't mess it up. But knowing me I'm bound to mess up something. But heres to not f'ing things up *takes a drink of *. So my Birthday is coming up. Not much to be excited about, I'm hoping to see a movie with Jared, night before my bday me and my mom are going to a concert. I miss Jared, he had to go back home. When I woke up this morning I was making food and I almost made some for Jared..... then I remembered that he wasn't here. It made me sad. I hope to see him soon. When he is around and we spend time together it makes me so happy. He takes care of me, feeds me, plays video games with me. Everything a girl dreams her man will do for her (at least what I hope to find in a man). So to wrap this up I shale in some way end this. So, so long I'm going to eat lunch I hope.


I LOVE YOU JARED. Miss you terribly.